It’s time

“Swallow your pride and just go back.” I officially have to do it. Fuh.

Unfortunately I remember..

I remember every second of this day. From every single word that was spoken, every action taken, & every feeling that was felt. I am amazed at how much has changed since you left this earth. Your life & death has impacted so many people. Rest in Peace.

I don’t know how to handle someone telling me that they can’t be there for me.

Over the past year I have become more loving and more forward about my emotions. It is perfectly clear how much people mean to me & how much I love them. I am sure it gets annoying some times, but I couldn’t be more proud of myself.

Morning sex is my favorite. Such a beautiful kick start to my day!

Woops

I feel like an asshole for posting that about you. Haha I am so gay. You just need to come home & it’ll be better <3

I am sick of people acting sorry for themselves & being depressed. God damn. If you want to be happy, then fucking be happy. Don’t be stupid, change the things you want to change & problem solved. “It’s all in your head.” stupid.

My dad answering the phone saying “hey porky” should be a big enough hint that I am officially a fat ass now.

I just don’t understand death

dnessa:

Maybe no one does. It just doesn’t seem fair to me. Like why do people you love have to leave forever? All you’re left with is memories. Tonight I watched that show Long Island Medium. I DON’T GET IT. Why can she communicate with loved ones who have passed and I can’t!! It must be the most amazing, scary, exciting, confusing thing to ever experience. All I want to do is have a conversation with you. I don’t understand this.

Idaho

I feel like if I go to Idaho for a week it will make me 100% healed. If home is where the heart is my true home is in good ole Saint Maries, Idaho. <3